ok... na story sikit ni.... aku teringat apa yang kawan aku tanya kan kat aku dulu..... die tanya.... kau x rindu ke kat abang kau??? aku jadi kaku na jawab soalan tu... benda senang je sebenarnya xp tibe2 jadi susah....... aku rapat ngan abang aku but..... aku still susaa na jwb.. y? y? until now aku masih x berikan ape jawaban kat kwn aku..... sebb aku pun still ngan pikir.. nape susah sgt na jwb ek? rindu abg?erm sgt jarang... bkn sebb aku x sayang abg ke ape ke... for me... abg aku byk tolong aku n fmly even there is many wrong things he is doing... this time i think carefully n feel like want to cry .. dont know why? YEAH, HOWEVER HE IS MY BROTHERS... mybe i dont have an missing feeling bcuz he always hangou wif he frends and sometimes its realy hard to meet my bro in our own home... but i understand that bcuz e is a boy, than he might be so bored to keep stay in home , as u know my brothers is the only boy sibling that i have in my home... so he dont have a frend n that kind of so so boring ryte? that is why he always go here n there but he just cant stay home for one days without going anyways... that is mybe im not missing he while i so miss my others family member such as my mom, father n dear sis... there is bcuz always hangout with they all... i cant thinking my day without them.. its so bored... but now..... i just think again.. im quit close wit my bro but i it really true that i dont miss him at all... ??? but now i feel like crying bcuz im missing my bro too much.... that is nothing like im hate or didnt love my bro atcually... i just use to not hangout wif my bro everytimes....that is make me feel lil bit hard to miss he. ok, as my mom say that he feel somethings bad wof my bro... mybe he had a problem or anythings else.... now im thinking, it is so weird when i see my bro in home for fully 1 days and follow by the next day..... he just hangout for 1 or 2 hours then he back to home.... wouu... what the surprised...? haha.. funny... but cant just u think it too... dont u think is somethings minght be hurt my bro its really happen..? i keep wondering....my bro kinda smooth hearted person... he just like a girl... so soft but he didnt show it bcz he is a guy n he really a responsible son n bro for me.. he could try he best to make my parent not upset but eahh sometimes our life flow didnt go on like what we want ryte.... we a not a perfect child that can make fulfill our parent wish just like that ryte.. too bad... sometimes to be a parent is so hurting seasons.. i would like to say im sorry mom n dad.... i love u.. and i'll try my best to maake u glad with me... ok lets go to the conclusions...... i think i miss my bro n always love he but i just dont feel so sad for not seing he for 2 or 3 week bcuz im not used to minggle with him everytimes but as long as i know that he is doing fine and in a good conditions it is will make me feel gud n c0ol baby.. hehe :) i love u brother...
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