Wednesday, May 22, 2013

SEMESTER 2 STORIES

salam hi...ok.. now aku na crita sikit pasal semester 2 aku yg bru je abis ni... semester 2 ni merupakan sem yg sgt sgt mencabar bg aku... segala yg aq lalui dr awl sehingga la akhirnya.....semua penuh dgn dugaan yg tersendiri but however i manage to survive.. thank God.. atcually dr semua aspek adlh masalh... cth sprt dr aspek pelajaran, pensyarah, housemate, kawan dan fmly... aku bkn na mengeluh ke ape kan.. cume na berkongsi.. sesungguhnya aku tahu bhwa ape yg terjadi pasti ada hikimah nye... btul x? aku still ingat lg bile aku masuk 2nd class utk subject english studies in managament n business.... madam ***... wau... hebat btol aq kne sound ngan die ari tu... menangis gile2 aku..yela klu mara semua skali x pe.. ni hanya mention pada aku semata2 then smpai terjerit2 die kat kelas tu smbil pndang aku,... huh.. memang x leh lupa... ni smo gara2 kesilapan tertib anta msg kat letcurer but ..... sbnarnye.. aq x taip pun msg tu... aq suruh org lain taip kan but gune no phone aku... then skali die mengamuk die tn " just now who sent me a message?" then aq angkat la tgn kan... then dgn jelingan dan tenunggan mata yg sgt tajam die kata... " a u my boss?" who do u think u are?" this all happen just bcuz of the word that my frend had use which is "i just want to remind u about the class....." blablabla.... so on.... how can u use word *REMIND YOU*..?? u siapa na mengarah sye? u ingat a, u adalah student and im u latcurer.. how can u send me this rude msg... wahhh... aq terus mengalir air mata..... x henti2 plak tuh... x thn beb.. sebak na mapus.. rse mcm na kuar kelas tuh je... aku pikir kne hormat pensyarah je aq diam... perh... darah aq naik btol2 the highest sgt da ni.... aigoo... but then aq diam je n lepas kelas minta maaf kat dia wlpun bkn salah aku... but my letcurer was so nice... she just maafkan aq n give me an advice.. then aq pun terima je.. thx madam.. i love u madam... heheh then subject sem lepas sgt berat n byk assgmnment x henti2.. but alhamdulillah semuanya membuahkan hasil... ni la kata nya senang2 dulu n susa2 kmudian.... pas2 housemate plak dpt yg btol2 x nagm punye.. dorang mcm samseng na mapus.. rimas gile aq.. 1st masuk je da mcm na gaduh.. haha then rumah yg aq duduk tu plak jd case... rumah terbaka n ade org mcm unsurkan dendam... cuak lak aq.. then kami sgt penat kne gi bt report kat balai berbagai2 then tuka umh bru.. enat na mamp ari tu.. x leh lupa ari tu... then pasal kwn lak.. hahaha... semua kwn aq ade prob masing2 n klu da stress mcm ni la jd nye... smo da x bersatu ati.... aku gaduh ngan member aq... time tu aq rse mcm dorang x paham aq ke? or aku yg x paham dorang?? but alhamdulillah smo da selesai dgn saling memaafkan diantra stu sama lain... dgn restu Allah... then pasal fmly plak.... kali ni sgt mencabar aq.. bpak aq jatuh mule2... mcm na mati aq dgr mule2... then time aq bru je blek umh, bpk aq kne heart attack.. ya Allah... memang aq x sangka.... then masuk emergncy the tros bwk kat ICU... aq pikir balik pun da na mengalir air mata aku... aq memang x leh na bayang kan idup aku tanpa bapak aq n mak aku disisi.. aku mybe blh jd gila tnpa dorang ni... time tu la aq ade byk assgmnt, presentation, kne gi interview compny la... pas2 kne siap kan proposal plak tuh... tp timme tu aq redha je... aq pasrah dgn ape yg berlaku... sebabkan aq terima seadanya ape yg terjadi, Allah mempermudahkan kerja aku... aq bt asgmnt aq kat hospital tu.. then aq email kat ahli yg lain.. tu je aku mampu.. nasib dorang pun paham aku. thx kak nazirah n nazrin...^^ doctor ckp klu bwk bpk aq lmbt seminit pun memang susa na selamat kan.... thx for my pakcik bakar n makcik safiah... love u... Allah beri aku dugaan tetapi masa yg sama Allah memberikan pertolongan kpd aku.. thx Allah.. then lpas da abis exam smo aku dpt tau yg bpk aku sakit n ade 2 block kat jntung die.. doct. suruh bt surgery but my dad dont want.. katanya takut jd ape2 time na operation tuh... aku pun x tau na ckp ape... yg aku mampu just berdoa kpd yg maha Esa.... semoga Allah sembuhkan penyakit ayah ku n emak ku .... AMIN.... just that for now. bye sarang haeyo.... assalamualaikum.... :)

Monday, May 13, 2013

my brother.... ^^

ok... na story sikit ni.... aku teringat apa yang kawan aku tanya kan kat aku dulu..... die tanya.... kau x rindu ke kat abang kau??? aku jadi kaku na jawab soalan tu... benda senang je sebenarnya xp tibe2 jadi susah....... aku rapat ngan abang aku but..... aku still susaa na jwb.. y? y? until now aku masih x berikan ape jawaban kat kwn aku..... sebb aku pun still ngan pikir.. nape susah sgt na jwb ek? rindu abg?erm sgt jarang... bkn sebb aku x sayang abg ke ape ke... for me... abg aku byk tolong aku n fmly even there is many wrong things he is doing... this time i think carefully n feel like want to cry .. dont know why? YEAH, HOWEVER HE IS MY BROTHERS... mybe i dont have an missing feeling bcuz he always hangou wif he frends and sometimes its realy hard to meet my bro in our own home... but i understand that bcuz e is a boy, than he might be so bored to keep stay in home , as u know my brothers is the only boy sibling that i have in my home... so he dont have a frend n that kind of so so boring ryte? that is why he always go here n there but he just cant stay home for one days without going anyways... that is mybe im not missing he while i so miss my others family member such as my mom, father n dear sis... there is bcuz always hangout with they all... i cant thinking my day without them.. its so bored... but now..... i just think again.. im quit close wit my bro but i it really true that i dont miss him at all... ??? but now i feel like crying bcuz im missing my bro too much.... that is nothing like im hate or didnt love my bro atcually... i just use to not hangout wif my bro everytimes....that is make me feel lil bit hard to miss he. ok, as my mom say that he feel somethings bad wof my bro... mybe he had a problem or anythings else.... now im thinking, it is so weird when i see my bro in home for fully 1 days and follow by the next day..... he just hangout for 1 or 2 hours then he back to home.... wouu... what the surprised...? haha.. funny... but cant just u think it too... dont u think is somethings minght be hurt my bro its really happen..? i keep wondering....my bro kinda smooth hearted person... he just like a girl... so soft but he didnt show it bcz he is a guy n he really a responsible son n bro for me.. he could try he best to make my parent not upset but eahh sometimes our life flow didnt go on like what we want ryte.... we a not a perfect child that can make fulfill our parent wish just like that ryte.. too bad... sometimes to be a parent is so hurting seasons.. i would like to say im sorry mom n dad.... i love u.. and i'll try my best to maake u glad with me... ok lets go to the conclusions...... i think i miss my bro n always love he but i just dont feel so sad for not seing he for 2 or 3 week bcuz im not used to minggle with him everytimes but as long as i know that he is doing fine and in a good conditions it is will make me feel gud n c0ol baby.. hehe :) i love u brother...